If you ever find yourself stuck in the middle of the sea
I'll sail the world to find you
If you ever find yourself lost in the dark and you can't see
I'll be the light to guide you

Find out what we're made of
When we are called to help our friends in need

You can count on me like 1, 2, 3
I'll be there
And I know when I need it
I can count on you like 4, 3, 2
And you'll be there
'cause that's what friends are supposed to do 

If you're tossing and you're turning
and you just can't fall asleep
I'll sing a song beside you
And if you ever forget how much you really mean to me
Every day I will remind you

Find out what we're made of
When we are called to help our friends in need

You'll always have my shoulder when you cry
I'll never let go
Never say goodbye

You can count on me 'cause I can count on you 


I can never be a good friend of yours. My heart was hesitated. It was always opposite. It was never be true. And I'm so sad cause giving you a fool. But I didn't meant. I don't wanna hurt u or mine. And I'm too selfish.
I'm lost. I lost my world. I lost my word. and I think I'm gonna loss everything. I'm cant think. I cant even decide. or I have to start over again. Again, cause I don't trust the feeling. I'm so sorry. 

Strength & Courage

It takes strength to be firm

Its takes courage to be gentle

It takes strength to stand guard

Its takes courage to let down your guard

It takes strength to conquer

Its takes courage to surrender

It takes strength to be certain

Its takes courage to have doubt

It takes strength to fit in

Its takes courage stands out

It takes strength to be feel a friend’s pain

Its takes courage to feel our own pain

It takes strength to hide your own pain

Its takes courage to show them

It takes strength to endure abuse

Its takes courage to stop it

It takes strength to stand alone

Its takes courage to lean on another

It takes strength to love

Its takes courage to be loved

It takes strength to survive

Its takes courage to live

by unknown

Aku wanita punya hati nurani

Yang tak dapat dibohongi

Pabila cinta tlah membutakan mata

Dan membuat tuli telinga

Apakah salah jika aku menyinta

Apakah salah jika engkau ternyata 

pilihan hati belahan jiwaku ini..

Cintaku ini anugerah terindah dari yang Maha Kuasa

Cintaku padamu tak pernah berubah meskipun kita berbeza

Apakah salah jika aku menyinta

Apakah salah jika engkau ternyata

Pilihan hati belahan jiwaku ini..

Aku wanita aku kaum hawa

Yang memang rapuh hatinya

Aku wanita aku punya cinta selayaknya manusia

Yang hanya perlu kau fahami

Belahan jiwaku ini..

I just drew a cat but later i named it as "cipan laot".

U know why...???
Because I'm missing U
missing like a damn

but I cant tell U.

and I let the wind blow the feeling, hoping U will know.

Lost another 2 kg.

Random blood sugar was only 4.0 g/dl post-prandial.

Is that another reason, why the stomach keeps craving for something.

Am I in hypoglycemic state?

Sometimes we learn after we fall

but it's okay

If you stand up now 

your dream will be heard

Gotta look inside your heart

If you believe you'll make it through after all

though the times they may break

you don't ever forget who you are

Because a woman's strength is in love

Pasti ada hikmah buat "kau" dan diriku

" Ya Allah, tambahkanlah bagiku rezeki yang banyak lagi halal, iman yang benar, ilmu yang bermanfaat, kesihatan yang elok, kecerdikan yang tinggi, hati yang bersih dan kejayaan yang besar."

"Tunjangkanlah resah mu di dada SOLAT, Himpunkan perit mu di genggaman DOA, Tutupi kekecewaan mu dgn keTAQWAan dan nilaikan kesucian hati mu dengan keIKHLASAN hati."

I just want to start over again.