if I could

If only I could reach the rainbow, I would pull it down and put your name on it, then put it back in the sky so people would know how colorful my life has been with u.

Kerna aku percayakan cinta suci yang datang dari hati.

Dalam hati ada landskap

Dalam hati ada landskap. Nasib tak pecah benteng empangan kenyir tadi. Kalau tak mungkin tadi da banjir Malaysia ni. Jauh dari raut wajah, Nampak tenang air dikali. Tapi siapa yang tahu disebalik rahsia hati. Kalau tak diusik, seperti itulah… sungai yang tenang. Sekali dikilas, melimpah air sungainya.

Mesti pelik, kenapa nak cakap pasal empangan, sungai lah. Rahsia hatilah. Direct je la kan senang. Makin sayu pula hati ni dibuatnya. Cool. Cool. Kite rilex dulu. Malam ni kita cakap sorang-sorang… orang tak paham pun takpe. Sebab memang tak harap orang lain untuk paham pun. Sekadar melegakan perasaan sendiri. Mungkin semalam saya terlebih berlagak. Mungkin ego. Atau mungkin saya ni sensitive orangnya. Huarhhhgg…tak suke nye.

Saya cakap dengan hati, jangan sedih. Don’t be like a cry baby. Tapi saya macam tak kuat. Macam-macam saya buat. Saya borak dengan adik-adik. Jadi saya akan lupe semua nya. Tapi itu semua hanya sementara. Saya tutup mata, cuba tidur. Saya cuba pujuk hati, it’s just for a while. Nanti awak balik la kan. Jaga diri ok.

*Even awak tak baca, saya akan tetap terus tulis.

sang bulan sudah kembali menyambung tugasnya , meredah laut demi mencari rezeki. saya tak pernah menghalang. Redha. Itu yang lebih tepat. Ya, tapi saya kisah. Orang mungkin tak paham, kerana mereka tak melalui.

bubye incik bulat!

Huh, mungkin saya tak patot tulis entry semalam. Dan dan je incik bulan @ boleh dah panggil dia incik bulat kerana beliau suka perasan beliau seorang yang sangat tough. Ok sambung balik, ade ke patot office call time nih. Dush! Wrong timing betol.

Sorry ye, saya tak sedih pun. Saya rasa awak yang sedih lebih kot. Haha Bubye. Jaga diri ok. Orang nak cuti ni. Boleh tidur lama-lama. Jangan la jeles dengan orang ye. Orang ada cuti 2 hari seminggu. Orang tu seminggu, satu hari je cuti. Malangkan dapat kekasih cam saya. Ape nak buat, dah nasib awak. Kui3

Kita jumpa lagi nanti raya ye! Ingat tau part orang, orang pun nak juga.
Adoi, nape saya macam excited nak kena tinggal ea kali nih??? Curious betol la. Tapi awak jangan risau saya ingat pesanan awak. “balik rumah, duduk diam-diam, jangan noti-noti” always in my mind ok. Maklum lah saya kan kekasih awak yang mendengar kata. ;D

143 ketat-ketat! Lebih lagi if awak boleh request kat ofis naik lepas raye cina ni kan. Wawawaa.

i'm alive

I do really hate this Sunday. I’ve been stuck for the whole morning. doing the same thing I did last time on my patient. Luckily the patient was very cooperative. Last time the lecturer refused to even look at my patient. Yes, that was her fault. Being so late. I swear to myself, it won’t be like that again. I can’t blame the organization. U nor her neither him. Eventually make me really hate prosthodontics. I don’t really like taking impression, which really needs a really skillful of you. And sometimes your luck. Big sigh. Fuhh~ I don’t really like the attitudes of the patient, which really need a denture (I mean partial denture) but refused to even take care of their mouth. Do I really need to beg u? patient dearie, could you be more motivated on taking care of yourself?

And the most things I hate, being in the lab. Pouring the first and second impression. Stay the whole evening making patient special tray. Mounting the base plate, arranging the tooth accordingly and luckily flasking the denture. How I hate my student life. Being stuck in the place I mostly hate. Big sigh again. Poor you, little rosze. You have got to be patient for one and half year more.

And after all, when I start reading all I’ve written, is all about being insincerely. Haaha. When you feel exhausted, you start talking “merapu”. Poor you rosze.

saya tak mahu jadi budak pemalas

Oh, it has been long time since incik bulan pulang ke tanah air. More than 1 month already. And I wish the time will stay berlalu dengan lambat nya as I feel right now. It’s a good feeling for having u here, even jauh di mata. Kan. Kan. Kan. And I know u also can’t deny it. Wewee.

Currently I’m busying at clinic. Treating my patient. And I found that I become a bit lazy. Not a bit I guess. Maybe more than that. Oh, I do really need an OLD me… please come back. Please, please, please. Rosze u needs to be more hardworking. Please, be more enthusiasm. I feel like I just lose my courage. Maybe I’m just too tired with this these thing. All hardwork things. Please, please… it just a really short time until u makes it. Make it for real. Oh, hampir menjadi separa gila.

Long holiday will never solve this problem. Somebody, please help me!! Saya tak mahu jadi budak pemalas!!!