tak tanya pun

It has been long time since my last entry…(ye ke??? Tak Tanya pun) the day was very hectic. Was very short. I’m not sure. Feeling of having a long long holiday. Someone please took me away, I need a rest. I’ve been stuck here.

Just the way U are

Distance never be the reason for us to be apart…

So, keep holding and I’ll always be there.

Mungkin hanya dia
Harta yang paling terindah di perjalanan hidupku
Sejak derap denyut nadiku
Mungkin hanya dia
Indahnya sangat berbeda
Ku haus merindukannya

Kuingin kau tahu isi hatiku
Kaulah yang terakhir dalam hidupku
Takkan ada yang lain hanya kamu
Tak pernak ada
Takkan pernah ada

~ ah, MOOD nak jiwe-jiwe je beberapa hari ni. Rase mcm nak pelempang je diri sendiri je ~

Tik Tok Tik Tok, come November. Please come very soon…

I feel like going home right now. Too relax here. Nothing much to do, actually terlalu banyak benda yg nak disettle kan. Tu terasa macam nak lari. HAHA next week will be dental’s sport intervarsity day. USM as tuan rumah. And I really do not agree with the time placement. BENGANG gile!!! Inilah masalah bila non-experienced person yg jd chairperson. Rasa nak hantuk je lagi-lagi junior kan. HUH! Tetiba lak nak emo. Pehal lak nih. AHAHA actually takde la heran sangat. Let it be. Ko tengok la consequence nye nanti. Orang da cakap tak nak dengar. BLA BLA BLA. Kuat bebel la kau Roszeyana!!!

~ THAT’s TOTALLY NOT ME!!! ~

Okeyh, I’m missing my little sister actually. Was thinking if I had a great time with her right now. HAHA furthermore, my lil sis just finished her PMR examination. Hope she wills success with flying colour. my mum said, dah macam kembar. YUP, there is no difference between us especially regarding our size. Soon, she’ll be taller, bigger than me. Orang lain pun cakap macam tu. MY LIL BRO Aiman once said, “aku tengok kau ni macam budak kecik (in term of size ok, bukan perangai)”. I’ll be the COMELest among the siblings. HAHAHA I don’t care!!!! I’ve small body size; by I’ve large blasting brain. Please, do agree with me. Last time when I’m having leisure time with my lil sister’s frens they use to treat me as BUDAK BAWAH UMUR. Siot kan korang. I’m 8 years older than korang tau. The reason why, again I’m the COMELest among them. HAHAHA malu saya. Saya mahu pulang. Counting for next holiday; HARI RAYA HAJI. Will be homed on 16 November. I love this. I love this. Hope to see U in coming November… (YES, awak la…)

~ OCTOBER please run fast, I need to see NOVEMBER very soon ~

YEAY! end of medical posting..

Yeay!!!!! Its end of medical posting… no more medical. We are now focusing toward dental. BUT I really love surgery posting. I really enjoy my time there. Gossiping with the surgeon in the OT room. Being laugh by them for choosing this path. I do really enjoy this posting. Thanks MR. we’ve learned so much thing there. And so many new proverbs to be remind of.

One of the ANAES said 

“ haaa..nak jadi lagi doctor. Ko ingat jadi doctor glamor. Orang lain syok-syok tidur kat rumah, ko kene oncall sampai 4-5 pagi.”

Berderai semua yang dalam OT room.. kami pun gelak gak. Tapi gelak kecik-kecik je dalam hati. Kami bukan doctor, tapi dentist to be… Kami kerja office hour je. Oncall pun pasif je. Income masuk. Hehe

Another thing. 

“ko ingat jadi doctor glamer sangat. Bangga sangat la tu bawa steteskop cap ayam ke hulur hilir. Jadi Surgeon la… Ada ke aku kesah dengan doctor???”

Haha. Kelakar la MR Ahmad ni. Comel je die cakap macam tu. MR, saya tak pernah bangga bawa steteskop. Instead saya manusia paling malas nak bawa steteskop. Lab coat pn saya tak suke pakai. RIMAS!!! Sebab tu kot saya fail dengar murmur. HAHAHA

One thing, as my reminder. Kot kot la nanti murah rezeki nak buka klinik sendiri. MR pesan nanti jadi dentist jangan kedekot. Bagi gauze tu banyak la sikit. Ni tidak, bayar dah mahal. Gauze dapat 3 keping je. Ingat within 30 minute the bleeding will stop ke. Then, if prescribe PCM or pain killer tu jangan la kedekut. Bagi la 2 papan ke kan. Sebab tu dentist cepat kaya… kaw kaw punya kene dengan MR. Hidup ni kene ada kebajikan sikit… Thanks MR for teaching us so many things. I’ll remember this word.

Tadi pula clinical exam, rasa lencun kot. Nasib kubikal tu aircond,kurang la sikit. Nak menangis rasa clerk makcik tadi. 15 minit, tak dapat-dapat chief complaint.

“makcik, makcik masuk sini kenapa???” “Sebab makcik tak sihat….”

Huarghhhh!!!! Memang nak gugur jantung nih. Dalam hati ni aku da dok menjerit-jerit. Makcik… memang la orang tak sihat masuk sini. Mana ada orang sihat masuk ward makcik. Orang yang tak sihat pun berlambak je duduk kat rumah makcik!!!! Tertekan betul. Tapi terima kasih makcik! Makcik memang cool. Moga makcik cepat sihat…

** surgeon ni kuat gak gossip rupenye. Pastu gossip dalam OT Room lagi. KIHKIHKIH

waaaaa… da seratus la entry. awak, awak buat saya jadi penulis tegar. HIHI

"take my heart"

You can take my heart for a walk on the beach
You can take my heart for a little trip
You can take my heart very close to your heart
You can take my heart forever if you like

But not every heart belongs to any other
You and I
You and I are meant to be
I’m the one for you, You’re the one for me
You love me as much as I do
When you look at me and we’re skin to skin
I want you so
Please come in
And you love me more and more
And my love grows up with you
And you kiss me more and more
And I kiss you, too
And I kiss you, too

If I take your heart, I will cherish it every day
If I take your heart, I will heal these old wounds
If I take your heart, it’s to make it happy
If I take your heart, it’s forever close to mine

I don’t care, I don’t care
If I’m again carried away
If you swear, if you swear
To give me your heart in return
To give me your heart in return

my SIS engagement' day

KAKAKKU yg budjet AYU.. KIHKIHKIH ~ may hepi ever after.

Today is my sister’s engagement day! Pergh, penat gile… terpaksa memonteng satu hari. HEHE

Dah macam planner lak kan… tolong mak masak, kemas-kemas, deco pelamin until 3am. Then 6am da bangun semata-mata reply msg orang tu… HAHA. Perjalanan majlis agak teratur and Alhamdulillah berjalan lancar even ni adalah 1^st time untuk bothside, dari family kami and family bakal abang ipar. Masa nak start abah dah lari dok sebelah mak, sape yang kena start ni. Mujur Cik Normah ada. HEHE Abah baru cakap 2 ayat dah berpeluh-peluh semacam…HAHA insyaALLAH if tiada aral melintang bulan 11 ni akan berlangsung majlisnya.

YAY! Dah nak dapat abang ipar. Tapi bakal abang ipar ku sewel. Macam tak caye pun ada. MY TURN??? Ahaaa..it’s a long way to go.

LEFT: dr sebelah lelaki, RIGHT: Mak punye hasil tangan ni.

WANI, my cousin. LYNN. AKU. ANIS. IKIN.

My BIG family… Sorang tak cukup.

ANAK DARA di tangga, posing before angkat hantaran.

Anis, budak yg SENGAL. kawan ngn budak umo 15 taon jap.

ehem, hasil tangan den dengan mak ni! PHEW… kejutan utk akk. HEHE

awak, 1437

YAY!!!! Hepi nye, POSKAD AMSTERDAM da sampai… jauh tu MARI…

Too excited to read it. Thanks mak menyelamatkan dari dibaca oleh manusia-manusia kecoh.

Orang tu ayat pun nak cover-cover. Mesti malu takut ade orang lain baca kan.

Awak, thanks tau! 1437

tak dapat TULIP, dapat poskad pun ok la.

Balik cepat-cepat. Saya dah tak cukup jari tangan & jari kaki ni da nak kire. HEHE