I guess, this is the toughest part of my life. I really want to cry. I really want to tell you the truth, but my heart does not allow. My heart was trembling. I don’t know. I’m so confused. Its hurt. Damn hurt.

Another friend get married.

Tahun ni banyak betul dapat kad jemputan , tapi cuma satu je yang dapat attend. Ape pun tahniah buat yang dah selamat tu. Selamat bercinta sampai ke syurga firdausi-Nya.Mudah-mudahan.

Jodoh itu urusan tuhan. Kadang ia hadir tanpa kita sendiri menduga. 

I have trying so hard. 

But that feeling was so strong

Apakah ini Tuhan???

Aku tak mampu memahami.

I hate to turn up out of the blue, its hurt instead.

If you ever find yourself stuck in the middle of the sea
I'll sail the world to find you
If you ever find yourself lost in the dark and you can't see
I'll be the light to guide you

Find out what we're made of
When we are called to help our friends in need

You can count on me like 1, 2, 3
I'll be there
And I know when I need it
I can count on you like 4, 3, 2
And you'll be there
'cause that's what friends are supposed to do 

If you're tossing and you're turning
and you just can't fall asleep
I'll sing a song beside you
And if you ever forget how much you really mean to me
Every day I will remind you

Find out what we're made of
When we are called to help our friends in need

You'll always have my shoulder when you cry
I'll never let go
Never say goodbye

You can count on me 'cause I can count on you 


I can never be a good friend of yours. My heart was hesitated. It was always opposite. It was never be true. And I'm so sad cause giving you a fool. But I didn't meant. I don't wanna hurt u or mine. And I'm too selfish.
I'm lost. I lost my world. I lost my word. and I think I'm gonna loss everything. I'm cant think. I cant even decide. or I have to start over again. Again, cause I don't trust the feeling. I'm so sorry.